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GOALS

1) I'd like to paint and decorate my room so it's similar to an installation art piece.
2) I'd like to learn more coding so I can continue to improve my web design skills - maybe other stuff too.
3) I'd like to heal from trauma and invest more in myself.
4) I'd like to have a part-time job and also a part-time art business.
5) I'd like to buy a tongue drum and an analogue synthesizer as well.
6) I'd like to get back into my creativity, whether drawing, writing, or whatever.
7) I'd like to publish my poetry book that has illustrations in it next year.
8) I'd like to experience more now that I'm in Chicago and can go to concerts and stuff.

Hello!! Some personal news that I have relates to the fact that my life has drastically changed. I ended up going through so much trauma that was beyond my control and would like to feel happy regardless. I'm trying to start my creative life again after going through a bunch of bad stuff that I wish never happened but happened beyond my control.

I'm planning on doing my art business, learning more about business, investing in my fun website (this one) and professional one (that isn't code-based but my professional art portfolio). I'm planning on investing in fun stuff for myself to feel better after all of the emotional loss and just have fun.

I'm getting back into gaming again as well and anime and while these aren't "productive" hobbies like the creative ones, they're still fun. And I'm planning on meditating again too so I can heal the parts of me that were partially stripped away due to a series of traumatic events. The death of my mother, cat, and intimate relationship have all deepy wounded me - and I need to be able to function regardless of these losses and remember that there are still cups standing in my life.

I am really looking forward for different things - I'm going to see the band Frankie and the Witch Fingers and am possibly going back to my beloved cat cafe without feeling any guilt. My life is mine and deserves to be enjoyed regardless of factors beyond my control.

I'm going to learn more coding as well - possibly python and learn more about music and music theory and hopefully make music. I'd love to play tongue drums (similar but cheaper than hand pans) to create a mystical sound and analogue synthesizers because the futuristic sound really intrigues me. I've played pianos a lot in the past but am definitely out of practice and forgot things.

Despite social and romantic trauma (such as my mom/cat and mother), I'd like to be able to construct good relationships in the future after healing things that were beyond my control. I plan to be in a lot better place in the next four-six months.